Saving All My Love For...WHO?!

I'M A VIRGIN. *Awkward silence* Yeah , I know. There was once a time that I thought that mattered, that I was making the right decision... waiting until marriage before I physically tie souls with the opposite sex. I still plan to wait until marriage, but sometimes, I must admit, I get a little irritated.

People have asked me how do I do it? or DON'T do it, in this case. Honestly, I simply try and envision myself married, knowing my husband never has to go through the issue of wondering who else has had me. Knowing he can look at me, touch me, be with me... and that he was the only one. I want to make him feel special. I want him to know that even though I didn't know for sure I'd be marrying him, I was considerate to the fact that one day, I would have a husband and I cared enough to wait for.

I just love the way that sounds..

The only problem is, it's starting to feel like as years progress, my decision to stay pure means nothing to anyone anymore. From the way people act, sex is becoming a necessity in relationships. I've witnessed being rejected by guys because I was a virgin. Not because I was too clingy, not GF material (whatever THAT means).. but because they felt they need sex to express their emotion to a female. And if they weren't able to "express" that with me, they'd rather not get involved.

Question:
How is it that guys/females claim they can have sex with someone with no emotions involved.... yet, when they want to talk you out of your pants while dating, all of a sudden sex is used to "express those feelings" that you once said you never had???

Anyway, I just want people to understand why I take waiting until marriage so seriously. The guy/girl that you are currently having sex with, is someone's future husband/wife. SOMEBODY is currently having sex with my husband!! I don't know about y'all but that pisses me off. I'm sitting here waiting like a jackass for my husband to be able to feel "special", and he's currently succumbing to the trend, expressing his emotions to someone else's future wife. 

Yeah, you might think I'm tripping too hard about this, but it's true. Sometimes I feel like I might as well not wait. I mean, there are multiple ways other than saving yourself until marriage, to prove that you love your partner.. so what makes being pure so special? AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO STILL CARES?!